I drew some fairies and turned them into desktop pets for my blog and link page. if you click them they'll say stuff,

but im still working on other features !

kind of got inspired after playing "Pixy Garden" recently...

and i really love the lore and the Y2K retro aesthetics of this game..

the way it mashes up cybercore, high-tech, ecosystems, fantasy and fairy-raising sim is just peak !

I love that kind of organic-meets-inorganic perfection.

Btw, I have just realized that aside from gothic rock,

ethereal wave might lowkey become my favorite music genre.

I've been looping autumn's grey solace nonstop for months now. (it literally sounds like an angel whispering right into your ear and it's sooo healing)

Also, i’ve just been so over dating lately,

zero social battery left for that tbh.

but halloween is coming up so soon and im so excited.

can't wait to dance at the post-punk gig!

Haven’t updated in a few months.

Went through some messy shit in life but thankfully I’m finally out of the woods.

Lately I’ve been super into floaty, weightless vibes — grungegaze, ethereal wave, that kind of stuff.

Maybe it’s just cuz I’ve been lowkey desperate to unwind atp.

Also, Substack’s been hitting different too.

Literally a paradise with so many random interesting niche articles.

Like that “Going Analog” piece, it really inspired me.

And speaking of music, I haven’t had Spotify Premium for months and don’t open the app as much anymore.

These days I’m mostly digging for new tracks on SoundCloud,

and I’m lowkey tempted to just buy an old iPod or some random MP3 player.

Btw, I’ve also been thinking about trying to DIY my clothes.

My crafting skills are straight up trash,

but painting designs on old clothes or hats (with a cybersigilism aesthetic maybe) feels kinda doable.

Anyway, dropping a few cool MVs I stumbled on recently:

frutiger dillon - msn

MitroWave - internetboy

ROMANCEPLANET - OVER TONIGHT

past self- 제물

Hey guys, how have you been ?

I’ve been really tempted to dye my hair white lately.

But I quickly dropped the idea because I hate the smell of purple shampoo,

it smells disgusting. I don’t wanna use that every day just to keep the color anymore.

My current hairstyle is a black wolf cut half-up.

I’ve thought about cutting it short before, but I just love the wolf tail way too much...

I often hear a lot of negative comments about guys with long hair n wolf cut (especially on the internet).

ppl usually think that is a red flag, they stereotype us as fkboys or having violent tendencies.

But honestly, I dgad.

What I mean is, Asian society is already so repressive.

If you want to be happy, you can’t care too much about what other ppl think.

And I logged into my Tumblr today for the first time in months and found out I suddenly have over 3,000 followers!!

I’m so happy about it! I’ll try to update more often!

Btw, the mojito at this bar is really good.

Totally worth coming back again. :3

Sorry for ghosting for a month…

Lately I’ve been so caught up in playing FF14. This game is kinda messing with my real life.

I’ve been spending way too much time on it.

I really need to get my life focus back to reality asap.

Today I dug out a bunch of my Subcul Kei jirai branded clothes from a few years ago,

planning to sort them out, maybe throw some away or sell them idk.

A lot of those feel super dated now and I’m not going to wear them anymore.

Then I finally watched Angel Heart (1987) , I seriously love this kind of Southern Gothic horror movies so much.

Yuh uh this movie is gas go watch it.

My bday was on Saturday

but the day before I got sick lol, pretty sure it was that expired milk I drank

I only checked the date AFTER I finished it haha…

I was stressing that my whole birthday was gonna be ruined,

Luckily after taking medicine and sleeping it off, I got better. Thank God !!

I went to a rave party for my bday and it was actually insane asf

I danced all night nonstop lmao

And I’ve decided to buy Chrome Hearts as my birthday gift to myself.

Btw have you guys seen that “2026 is the new 2016” thing blowing up lately?

After the Y2K and 2K7 revivals, ppl are now starting to get nostalgic about the 2010s era.

looks lowkey kinda fun.

Happy New Year everyone!!

I went to Gero Onsen !! It was snowing, the vibe so amazing !

The food also incredibly delicious.

My favorite one is the grilled lobster,

cheese and mashed potatoes on top, so fluffy and buttery.

After enjoyed a hot spring bath, I watched the Devil May Cry anime at the ryokan.

The 2025 Netflix version is fine...but the 2007 version is GOAT fr.

I've really fallen in love with the aesthetic of dark fantasy games from the Heisei era.

etc. Castlevania, Final Fantasy, Devil May Cry, Dark Souls...

Even though I haven't played all of them, but when I see their related images on Pinterest, I think they are super cool.

It would be perfect if I could play them on PSP.

I actually owned one when I was little but i lost it, and now they're cheap to get hold of !

idk why but I love retro tech products so muchhh.

I wanna enjoy some nostalgic games~~ This might become one of my plans for the new year !!

Also, I hope to practice my instruments more and draw more.

My Discord account had been hacked on 14th.

And I caught a cold, it's been really tough,

I feel like I just wanna die, ahh FML.

I changed my password and enabled 2FA.

I swear I’ll never click on suspicious links again.

Looking back on this year, I realized I haven't bought any expensive brand clothing at all.

I used to have many clothes that I bought but only wore a few times before I stopped liking them,

and fashion trends go out of style so quickly anyway.

I’ve also completely stopped spending money on gacha mobile games,I don’t even like to play them anymore.

My material desires in all aspects have decreased recently.

I'm starting to get interested in underconsumption core lowkey...

I'm not sure if I can become a frugal person tbh lol......

but shifting from Overconsumption to Mindful Shopping would be a good change..right ?

These days, the only thing I’m willing to spend a lot of money on is silver accessories, they'll become vintage over time and retain or increase their value.

Although they are expensive.

However, next year target is quit smoking.

I had omurice today, it was so good.

Which do you guys prefer ? (Demi-glace or ketchup)

I’m fine with either, but I prefer ketchup a bit more.

And I got a new piercing too.

Now I have 2 on my lip, 5 on my left ear, and 3 on my right ear.

On the way home, my earphones suddenly broke.

Yeah...wired earphones really are consumables...

I need to get a new one soon.

Also, I've been watching YouTube videos about the Starbucks bear cup chaos.

That's funny because I can't imagine ppl going that crazy over a cup.

Digimon story time stranger is Peak, This game has made me a huge fan of digimon.

I recently started watching Ghost Game and Beatbreak, and I also bought a digimon virtual pet

I'm really looking forward to seeing how it will evolve.

The last time I played with tamagotchi was two years ago; I often forget to take care of them.

Actually, I'm not good at this because I'm not a patient person tbh.

I abandoned my tamagotchi uni after it died twice.

sorry for my poor english.

So this is my new website, and I'm not sure I'll update it often...

I want to talk about why I left Instagram and TikTok.

I'm really tired of Social media algorithms.

Seeing the same things over and over again was really annoying,

even if it's something I like. It's really boring to scroll through the same content every day.

And I gradually stopped enjoying sharing and posting.I need to stop Doomscrolling seriously..

What’s more that is getting worser now a days,

is a massive increase in annoying ads, and a flood of harassing DMS (including Host clubs recruitment,Spam-Bots,foreign romance scam)

Then I tried using threads,

and found it was even worse than X LOL... I think watching that negative content is not good for my mental health.

So I decided to delete them.